Self Discovery

by: Heather Dawson

The turbulent storm was raging outside, just as it had been almost all day. The humidity and the pounding of the rain were making me sleepy and tired. Just plain old groggy. I decided to retire to my bedroom for a nap until the showers had ended. I was too weary to continue working on the business project that was before me. I had, for sometime, been in a self evaluation period, and I no longer felt like I knew who I was. Somewhere something had gotten lost.

I retreated to my bedroom as the thunder roared. It was illuminated only by the misty haze that hung in the spring air. I slipped out of my sweats and went across the room to toss them into the hamper. I began to re-trace my steps, as I caught my image in my mirror. I stopped, looking curiously for a moment. The hazy light made my fair skin seem luxurious. My blonde hair, pulled up, had taken on an ash tone, and my oval face was highlighted by my full blush lips and deep grey eyes.

I raised my hand to my face and traced the soft lines of my cheekbones, my eyes closed as I began caressing my flesh. I looked down at my breasts, through the mirror, full and round, they stood suspended by the bra that held them. I moved my hands to release them from the contraption that embodied them. My nipples became erect and took on a sudden glow.

I began to feel my sexuality as the sweet fragrance of my own flesh rose and hung in the heavy air. As I closed my eyes, I saw my delicate body and envisioned it wrapped lightly in silk. I placed the palms of my hands on my nipples, and began circular motions as I felt the imaginary fabric caressing them to their full alertness. I gazed again into the mirror, as I guided a hand to my panties, I felt the texture of the satin ribbon daintily tied in bows against my hips.

I tugged gently at the ribbon until the bow came untied, the corner of the panty fell down exposing the skin just to the side of my vagina. My stare into the mirror had become fixed as I stroked the skin with my littlest finger. I watched myself convince my other hand to render the other bow unsecured, allowing the light panties to dropped to the floor beneath me.

I looked down to see the wisps of golden hair that was no longer compressed by the panties. I watched in the mirror as I guided my fingers, gently placing them over my vagina, the warmth comforted me as my forefinger slipped down to where my vaginal lips began to part. I felt the moistness that I had anticipated, the heady sensations that arose intoxicated me, and my legs began to quiver with bliss.

I spread my legs slightly apart as I began to massage my clitoris, pressing it between my fore and middle fingers. The motion increased my secretions much to my pleasure, and I began to press delicately, nurturing it until I felt it begin to swell.

I saw myself as a glorious vision of loveliness as I began my decent to the carpet. Now on my hands and knees, I turned sideways seeing my breasts hang down, greeting their new environment with utter elegance and grace. I raised my feet above my buttocks, supported only by my hands and knees. I lowered my bosom enabling me to massage them on the soft, yet scruffy carpet.

I began to move slowly back and forth as I watched my nipples graze the textile. It was a wondrous sensation as I again felt them become fully erect. I felt a drop of my essence roll down my inner thigh. I raised to face my mirrored image, relishing my sexual glory, I sat with my legs spread apart, resting my buttocks on the heels of my feet.

I watched enthralled as I raised hands to my breasts, again with my thumb and fore-finger, I rolled the nipples, they tingled with extraordinary pleasure. I pulled them outward and increased the applied pressure, I raised them upward and exposed the ivory skin beneath. I pulled and tugged at them until I could stand no more. I placed both hands onto them and began to squeeze and massage all of their area.

I watched myself as I was doing this and revelled in the release of my stress. I felt a sense of security knowing that I could be in control of at least on thing in my life…the way I made love to myself. My sensations and confidence allowed me to become totally uninhibited, exploring my body and my total sexuality.

I abandoned my thoughts and moved my hands down to my vagina, curiously watching the mirror to see what I would do next. I glided a finger to the opening of my tunnel and felt my warm juices oozing. I slid my finger inside me and began to explore the inner walls of my pleasure center. I entered another finger and watched myself glide them in and out, in and out.

I began to grind rhythmically against my fingers, I pumped them harder and faster as I began to moan in a low whisper. My essence was flowing freely so my fingers glided easily, I watched my image in the mirror and began to increase my trusts. I pushed harder against my hand as I watched my lips spread and contract. I used my other hand to steadily massage my clitoris, only to increase my stimulation tenfold. I felt and watched as my body began to involuntarily convulse, the ritual that would bring me full climax.

I pulled my fingers out of my vagina and rubbed the thick juices over my entire vaginal area, then I re-inserted them. I spread my lips with my other hand and caressed them gently, rubbing the juices into them. I watched my fingers slide in and out of my vagina in the mirror. I watched my mouth open and my tongue spread fiery saliva across my lips.

My pace quickened, and my long, hard thrusts turned to short, violent ones. I flicked a finger quickly on my clitoris as the others pumped me faster. My head fell back, I let out deep sighs of pleasure . . . I knew that I was there.

My whole body began to contract and my movements were tense. Sensations rippled through my body in immense waves as I plunged my fingers deep into my vagina and massaged my clitoris with extreme pressure. My juices gushed onto my fingers and hands in colossal volume. I continued gliding my fingers in and out, steadily decreasing speed and force. I felt total release as if all was drained from within me, my body contracted once more dropping me to the floor.

I turned on my side and placed my head upon the carpet, I turned to query the mirror with one final gaze. I again saw myself as glorious. I had never experienced anything like this before, nor had I ever dreamed of anything similar. I had felt my total womanhood . . . more importantly, I had seen her.

I raised and crossed the hazy room once more. I pulled back the covers and slid into bed and fell into a deep slumber.

The storm had ended…inside and out.

I love the fact that Sssh creates both seriously sensual scenes and also some sillier ones that fulfill the basic fantasies that women may have. They recently released a new episode that has two actors trying to learn their lines for the play that they are in. They are doing, none other than the most romantic tragedy in existence, Romeo and Juliet.

What girl hasn’t dreamed of playing the part of Juliet and having her Romeo sweeping her off her feet. This adult version of the play is worth the time to watch it as the actors get into their two roles and the classic play takes a twist that shows us what really went on behind the scenes between Romeo and his lovely Juliet!

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This is what makes Sssh so great! It appeals to a female audience simply because it is made by females. There’s no need to impose our fantasies over porn made for men when we can just go and look at porn made for us with plots that appeal to us! For example, in this clip from Sssh.com, Daisy Duxe has a dream that a man appears out of her mirror….I won’t give the rest away since I am positive that you’ll enjoy watching it for yourselves! Heck, your partner will even enjoy watching it with you and and possibly pick up some new tricks that will blow your mind;)

]]> http://www.eroticscribes.com/sensual-porn-for-women-or-couples/feed/ 0 http://www.eroticscribes.com/reading-as-foreplay/ http://www.eroticscribes.com/reading-as-foreplay/#comments Sat, 20 Jun 2009 19:52:31 +0000 jujugrrl http://www.eroticscribes.com/?p=35 Something that is sometimes overlooked in terms of thinking about foreplay is reading. Whether you read an erotic novel, short story, magazine or even just a favorite sex scene from a book you can’t help starting to feel aroused. God knows how many times I’ve ended up pleasuring myself because I had worked myself into a frenzy by reading an especially steamy part of a novel over and over again! A great way to spice up your relationship’s sex life is to share those stories with your partner and to let yourselves both become aroused by the literature. Nothing bad can ever come from the two of you enjoying some sensual reading together in bed! Another idea that brings a whole other level to this concept is to play out whatever erotic scene it is that you have both just read just like Jonathan and Abbey do after reading an erotic diary together as seen here in this gallery .

Women crave this, but few men give it to them, and for decades women have wondered “why?” I suggest that you take advantage of this material and use it for your very own evil. Use it to take advantage of the situation, use it to seduce her, and use it to get her craving for more.

Sensuality works on many levels, but most of all, it works the five basic senses: sight, hearing, touch, smell, and taste. If you learn to incorporate all of these into any atmosphere, it will be easier to bring her in the state for carnal and sensual pleasures.

Once you learn how to use the five senses, use them in situations that women love. Here is a list of some of the top sensual experiences that turn on women:

Candle Light
Nothing works better than seducing your lover with candle light and when the candles are low, your sense of sight is enhanced. By dimming the lights, setting a romantic atmosphere, and having some soft music playing in the background, the evening is set for an evening of sensual pleasure.

Massage
Women love a man who can use their hands. An erotic massage is a start to an evening of wonderful surprises. Not only does a massage relax a female, but it is an intimate act that a couple can do with each other before sex. A massage is a good way to please and seduce a woman. Use essential oils and soft music to set the mood and then start it off with a neck and shoulder rub. Setting this scene can lead to a night of exotic sex.

Outdoor Picnic
A picnic is nothing more than lunch outside, but if you change the situation and the two of you are alone and sitting on the grass, it can be seen as more romantic and sensual. Introduce some sensual foods and you are set. Perhaps it is the food or maybe the fact that you prepared the food that seduces her, but an outdoor adventure is something that you must do with a female.

Sunset and Sunrise
Watching the sun rise in the morning or the sun set in the evening is a mystical event that many women love to experience. The two of you talking and sitting down as the sky changes colors is very romantic and sensual in the eyes of a female.

Fireplace
The crackling of the fire and the two of you cuddling conjures images of sex and seduction. Add a fur rug into the equation and you are set. If you don’t have a fireplace try going camping and building a campfire where the two of you can spend some alone-time together.

Sensual Travel
When you travel, you are free from the worries from home, the stress of working, and the other distractions that may come up. When traveling, the change of scenery can be very sensual, but the fact that you have had sex in a different location and you need to mark your territory makes it erotic!

Sensual Foods
Many people use sensual foods to build passion and desire. Foods such as chocolate, whipped cream, and strawberries can get your partner in the mood. Try other foods that are delectable and rich in flavor to satisfy your partner. Fruits, liquors, and honey are some examples.

Rivers, Lakes, and Oceans
The water and the outdoors bring out the animal in all of us. Water puts images in a females head about walking the beachfront with their loving partner. Or perhaps it gives them a good excuse to get semi-naked with their special guy.

Moonlit Walk
A walk in the evening allows you to look at the moon and the stars. You can hold each other close and talk together. Mix in a moonlit walk with sitting by a river or lake and you are set for an intimate interlude.

Being Secluded
All the above situations concentrate on the couple being alone. Women love spending “Alone-Time” with their partner. Being secluded as a couple allows for focus on time together, without the distraction of family and friends. It usually starts with deep romantic conversation, then kissing, but moves on to bigger and better things.